went to plaza & bought dinner for brother -.-
hahah . thn help him buy his black hair dye bcos he's goin baq for reservice (x
YES !. hahaah . lol . thn bought coke frm NTUC thn walked home (((:
was talking to fav. all along . hahha . was darn funny bcos everyone was like why am i talking to myself ? hahah . stupid sia them . i use ear piece loh . lmao -.-
hahah . thn my hp connection fail -.-
hse fone also spoil !.
PATHETIC )x
hais .
hahah . thn nth to do , view ppl's profile (((x
&& i saw smth which im not suppose to see .
hais `
tear-ed again (((:
&& baobei msn me (((:
she said she'll pull me thru'
im really so touched to knw tht .
THANK GOD we're alright now`
hais . guess i cant afford to loose her ((:
she my ONLY PILLAR tht understands me the most (((:
thankew baobei for everything`
&& i love LIM YANG ZHI too (((:
my ONE & ONLY son`
the second pillar of MINE`
hahahs .
he's always with me weather rain or shine.
making me smile with his sweet words .
he sweared he'll b thr for me whn i need him .
how touching is tht man !?
he's a precious guy to me .
not a normal passer by but a guy who stood by & craved his name in my heart & always reminding me tht he's the ONLY SON tht i have & tht he cares (((:
i treasure those moments tht i'd spent with him in class & outside ((x
takecare son ,
i hope we'll get into the same class again ))):
mommy loves you`

&& yes ,
throughtout the talk with baobei & son ,
i understood all the happenings ard me ((:
its gonna be the LAST time im gonna shed these tears for him again`
NO MORE !.
like whad i've told my son & baobei ,
everyday being sad over the SAME OLD THING ,
aint i tired at all ? right now , im seriously VERY TIRED of all these .
&& im gonna stand firm & be STRONG !.
im gonna let him go !.
&& i swear , he's nvr gonna control my emo again`
im not holding him baq at all .
memories are always mend to be memories ,
bcos it had all PASSED & its PAST alrdy`
i cant turn baq time & now i nvr wanto again .
im gonna stand firm & will nvr stumble`
IM GONNA BE STRONG as EVER `
im gonna be baq whd i am & you are not gonna chnge me anymore.
the more i cry for you ,
the more hurt im bringing to d pp ard me.
sadd & cry over you ?
i dont think its worth it ANYMORE (((:
i've thought thru ,
its d faith tht im lacking in GOD ,
&& frm now on ,
im gonna believe & have faith & pray to GOD tht he'll give me a BETTER TMR (((:


thankew my irritating son& baobei (((x
for standing by me always (((:

& stupid LIM YANGZHI !.
mommy's gonna win ohkays !.
accept d fact tht your pool skill sarks luh!.
hahah .
lol .
&& whadtever ohkays ! & shuddup ohkays are MY standard lines NOT YOURS ohkays !
idiotic !.
hahah . now every words are mine (((x
you are gonna LOSE (x
wahahhas .
&& iloveyou son !><
hahah . && you asked me to miss you & think of you totally in my mind ,
though its hard , but im gonna do tht ((:
SO YOU BETTER DO too (((X
&& seriously , mommy didnt knw how impt i was in your heart until today.
those words tht you have spoken ((:
im gonna rmb it till the day i die .
im gonna bring those words tgt with me to my graveyard (((:


eh boy ,
you are NOTHING in my heart now.
bcos my son has replaced you in everything ((:
&& you have won this love game .
you are the winner .
&& im the loser .
aren't you happy at all ?
all i cann say now is tht ,
take gd care of yourself & treasure everything ard you bfore its WAY to late ((:
LOVEs <3
iloveyou NO MORE`